Work @ JobsDB

This is the 2nd week I'm in here and it has been pretty stressful as I'm working on the sales of my company upcoming event - Career & Education Fair 2006 on end of June, July and August.

It is until that point break in which when I sleep, I dreamt I'm working on selling booths. It is madness. Never have enough/better sleep. Mind that, this is worst than the previous job (IT-365), as a customer support where I did most of the desktop support. This is madness. Sometimes I feel the "unwanted feeling" of "dragging-my-feet-to-work" feel is on in any of my working days.

It's fine for me to work in KL City or taking the hassle of squeezing into the "sardin-can" size LRT every morning and evening (I know is sickening). But I really don't mind the travelling, the squeezing & the jamming. By doing all these, my manager is the one who doesn't actually support me. I feel as though I'm a piece of dirt in here, not being appreciated of my effort, complaints everything I did was not so right. Bottomline is, she's not being very supportive and encouraging to work on my sales.

For example, I just got a piece of email that says....

From: Sangeeta Bai Sent: Tuesday, May 02, 2006 2:28 PM
To: Keith Chong Hon Yen
Cc: Chong Sheek Jing
Subject: lunch hour

Keith your official lunch hour from tomorrow is 12-1pm. Pls follow this atiming

Chong pls take note

Sangeeta Bai
Marketing and Business Development Manager
JobsDB Malaysia
(No. 1 Job Site in Asia Pacific)
Phone :- (006) 03-2161 0000
Fax :- (006) 03-2161 1010
Website:- www.jobsdb.com

What is this supposed to be? What is she trying to proof? She don't have to do anything for me to realize or aware that she's my boss to report to. Where's my respect? Don't I deserve it? Is not like I don't respect or like her or what, is just that this has gone too far day by day.

I'm afraid I might not be able to hold on any longer and become a "emo-terrorist" and "suicide-bomb" with the explosion of my anger.

I'm persevering, just don't know how long I will last. Plan to hold on until the event's over. Looking at the situation like this, is pretty unlikely not.

Godspeed!